Too many lines on a rap sheet

No patter of little feet

They weren’t up to speed

No, not one of your needs

Just a misplaced seed

You could have stopped it all

With just one fucking call

I had my back against the wall

But you let me take the fall

You weren’t in it for the long haul

Was it a disease?

Or were we just trying to please

I’m still waiting for release

Come on, don’t be my biggest tease

Just this once, bring me to my knees

You stopped your pain

Winning hand lethal vein

Three lives wasted on shame

A woman with the wrong last name

Oh, just bring down the rain

I buried our son alone

How could you have already gone?

All this is so fucking wrong

He just needed to belong

Don’t you know that’s why he went along?

Was it a disease?

Or were we just trying to please

I’m still waiting for release

Come on, don’t be my biggest tease

Just this once, bring me to my knees

Rewrite the ending

Give back his beginning

Don’t keep me spinning

You know I hate winning

I always needed you for my finishing

A son with the wrong name

A man lost in the fast lane

A woman filled with shame

A boy you didn’t reclaim

A heart overflowing with pain

Was it a disease?

Or were we just trying to please

I’m waiting for release

Come on, don’t be my biggest tease

Just this once, bring me to my knees