a heart in pieces
My mind is racing
Heart is racing
Broken completely
Trying to find a reason to have hope 
Tonight is the worst in a long time
The hurt, the pain, the fear
You sleep now, I stay awake, 
I guess kelly doesn't keep you awake either anymore,
I realize  I really am alone 
I need to be stronger
Need to stop 
Today I felt you fading, 
The nightmares take me back to show
you hurting me over and over again
I just kept falling
Deeper and deeper
Now I dont know when I'll breathe easy again
I just want to go back to start, 
But I'm here, crying myself to sleep,
Wondering when I'll be okay again
When I'll smile again
And knowing I need to depend on myself now
I wont be sleeping for awhile it seems
It's hard to breathe 
I'm broken in too many pieces
Trying to figure out how to pick them all up by myself now....

sweetserenity   sweetserenity wrote
on 8/2/2015 11:51:05 PM
I think it is very possible you can fall in the kind of love that takes a lifetime to get over..

sweetserenity   sweetserenity wrote
on 7/28/2015 2:17:22 PM
Thank you. You're very right it's a feeling we all feel especially when we love someone with everything in us. It is incredibly heartbreaking but I know we can only get through it one day at a time.

StarPoet   StarPoet wrote
on 6/26/2015 5:48:27 AM
Deeply touching sadness. You express it very well. Love tends to do this or have done this to all of us. I am sure there are a lot of people who can relate to this, other than myself.

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