The Way I Am Remembered
When I think about
life and the people who made a difference, it was the people who were
there for me at the highest points and at the lowest points. They were
there to say hell yeah this rocks and look me in the face and say that
they were glad I was there sharing a memory with them. At other times
the people I remember are the totally random ones that I ran into who
said, it will all work out and listened to me when I was down when all
I needed were ears and an exceptionally amazing hug! I have learned
many lessons in the passed year. I've learned that being myself no
matter what others think is the most important, that family should and
always be the first priority, I've learned that first impressions make
out a relationship between two people, I have learned who is most
important in my life, I have learned to stay positive no matter what is
going on. I have also learned the value of great friends. The people
who I need the most and they need me just the same. I have learned who
the people are that I would do anything for.
I recently have
been going out like crazy, every weekend going out and ignoring the
responsibilities I have in my life because I just wanted to go out and
be a kid. But the thing is I really at this point can't be a kid. The
responsibilities that I've taken on don't allow me to go out and not
worry about anything or anyone. I do have to worry about getting home
safely, worry about my boyfriend who's here waiting for me, the house I
own and what work needs to be done to that, the homework that is due
every week, my reputation. I have two friends who have decided that
they need to figure their relationship out and not take one another
fore granted and not forget why they were together in the first place.
And at first I was like I am not taking sides, I don't want to be in
the middle. The realization was that I couldn't take sides, they both
are my best friends who have taught me about the kind of person I want
to be and don't want to be. The truth is I was in the middle. I had to
be there for both of them as they were for me at my lowest points. And
they both thanked me for my friendship and said that I am a person they
know they can count on for anything.
The lesson here is that
in my life, I don't want to be remembered as the girl who goes out to
the bar all the time, and I don't want to be remember as the girl who
gets so drunk she can't even remember where she lives (didn't happen
literally, just making an example). I want to be remembered as the girl
people could count on in any situation. I want people to value who I am
and what I am about. I have gone through to much to throw it out the
window and not build a good relationship with my hometown, where
everyone knows me. I want to be that girl people know they can call in
an emergency and I will take care of whatever is going on and try
everything in my ability to fix. I want to be remembered in a good way
and know that I made a difference in someone else's life. I want people
to remember that I was the one to break the mold, reach out and pursue
everything life has to offer. I want people to remember me as a true,
genuine, incredibly amazing friend or colleague or whatever it may be.
How do you want to be remembered in your life?
That's the thought of the day~
Sincerely
Catherine M.
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"Nothing great has ever been achieved without Passion."
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Synopsis
Life lessons learned day by day
A Word from the Writer
I am starting a blog on myspace and hope it picks up
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