Losing all of oneself
No one around to hear
No one here to comfort and dry my shed tears
My endless fears
being alone...all of and for the rest of my life.
Not having enough of someone when all you want is them
They can make you feel better with just one kiss or one embrace
they miss you as much as you miss them
They feel your feelings without having to speak
feelings that can't be undone and can't be bared
It's so hard to recognize when someone needs to be cared for and loved.
Even the soft words can easily mend a lonely person's heart.
Yelling & Screaming hurts.
Devastation embedded within...so quaint and unkind.
There are no lit hallways but extensive pain of losing the one.
heart is in your stomach,
the aching for just that one touch.
The instinctive feeling of caring for another.
Substitution-is how it is handled.
Cries of a baby in my dreams
The hurt and pain because he's not there
So difficult to handle
Dreaming of holding him and caring and loving
Unconditional love it is hard to come by
Tired of no sleep-screaming and yelling
out but no one even glances in my direction.
They are all lost to oneself in a world of confusion
A society of being alone and independent.
I thought I once was so independent have now become to opposite.