Not Finding The Easy Way Out

I look forward and strain my eyes; I don’t see any negativity or lies.
I don’t see happiness or smiles; I stand still and try for a while.
But nothing is coming to me; I can’t see the past or the day to be.
I see that I can’t find the answer out; I don’t know how these thoughts are coming about.
I know that someday a challenge is ahead; I think and think about the day, as I lie in bed.
I worry about the next day, the pictures used to come from the mind, in each and every way.
Now, it’s all about what’s happening now, I keep living on each day, seeking my way out, without knowing how.
I wish I could see what I learned, it’s like the memories have just been burned, and I guess I am on my own.
All I know is that the challenges past and ahead of me are going to make me grow, so I take forward, with each stride.
And I only hope that I will be able to bide, everything that has come and gone.
And everything I will learn from now, I will take on, something is in the distance, I can finally see it.
It’s like the whole world has been lit, I now know the answer is to think.
Of what will make the day go on, so I don’t sink, I now know that the past made me see.
Of what a mature person I must be, I now know that the future is blurry.
Because I shouldn’t rush through it in a hurry, so I will take my time, and just try to see.
Only of what the next day will bring me...