Mania (Act 1)
This goes here, I’ll put that there. Surrounded by chaos everything's everywhere. I’ll move that couch, I’ll cover that chair. I’ll get a tattoo, maybe color my hair. . So many things at the online store. A prisoner to wanting, a need to my core. If I bought it all I still would want more. It’s not just the owning but making the score. . I need to take chances, my lucks at its peak. To give up the longshot is stupid and weak. I’m missing out on adventure even now as I speak. It’s the gold at the rainbow, the rush that I seek. . A million ideas, my mind is ablaze I try to sort through them until my eyes glaze. Stuck in a side show, trapped in a maze, thoughts running so fast I get lost in the haze. . I'm on the top of heap, the Queen of the ball. I feel young and pretty with strength to stand tall. I grab on to everything because I want it all. My keepsakes of living when I finally fall. . Go even faster or the world will slow down. I stumble and fall but don’t hit solid ground. Need to stay in their faces til they know I'm around. If I crash and burn now, I might never be found. . I’m running on empty but keep climbing the hill. Emotions shoot skyward, I must have the thrill. I drink the well dry but can't get my fill. Then I see there's no point so I take another pill.
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I wasn't there. I didn't do it. It's not mine.
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