I left you in
The middle of the
night
And I’ll do it again
I left your arms
But you’re not mine
To even begin with
It doesn’t matter
what I think or feel
To you I’m not real
A body to warm you
when the nights get cold
I’m not the one that
you really want to hold
Wanting alone isn’t
enough
For that’s all there
is between us
This constant tug of
war is wearing on me
And yet here I am
where you want me to be
How I want so much
to just walk away
And yet here I am, I
continue to stay
Oh god I’m so tired
of feeling empty inside
It’s getting harder
and harder to hide
This void I feel
just won’t subside
And sometimes how I
wish
That we could have
more
But somehow I know
that this
Is all you want me
here for
No promises and no
demands
Were ever made
But sometimes I
still long
To take your hand
Before the moment
fades
I know I’m only a
passing thought in your mind
Until you reach for
me
For the pleasure
we’ll both undeniably find
This constant tug of
war is wearing on me
And yet here I am
where you want me to be
How I want so much
to just walk away
And yet here I am, I
continue to stay
Oh god I’m so tired
of feeling empty inside
It’s getting harder
and harder to hide
This void I feel
just won’t subside
I can easily laugh
it off and say
That I just don’t
care
It’s not as if we
have something or anything
Other than this
thing between us that we share
Other than that
momentary passionate stare
That moment of lust
is fleeting
It’s nothing more
than that meeting
This constant tug of
war is wearing on me
And yet here I am
where you want me to be
How I want so much
to just walk away
And yet here I am, I
continue to stay
Oh god I’m so tired
of feeling empty inside
It’s getting harder
and harder to hide
This void I feel
just won’t subside
Oh god I’m so tired
of feeling empty inside
It’s getting so hard
so hard to hide
This void I feel…it
just won’t subside