Tonight
I will never forget this night, just like I will never forget the day I found out Jerriods cancer was back over a year ago. I will never forget the look on his face the night he told me he was cancer free, and I will never forget the day about a month ago when I found out it was back. Tonight I've called and texed every friend I thought I had because I needed someone to talk to,but no one answered everyone was busy. I'm laying in bed crying my eyes out and I just can't go to sleep. I just found out Jerriods insurance dropped him today and we need to raise 50000 dollars for his treatment. I told him that I loved him tonight, and I thought I would be okay. But I'm not I can't stop crying and I can't stop looking at the photo I have of him and Kelly Nix sitting on my TV. I have cried so hard, and it hurt so bad I felt like I couldn't breathe. Kelly died this past year, she lost her battle to cancer...Lauren Green just died Monday and she was just at our relay 4 life event a week before that because we dedicated it to her. Jerriod is a fighter he's still here, and I know that he will make it...I just don't understand why someone as beautiful as him?

Tears,
~Minnisha~

Comments:
 
kt6550   kt6550 wrote
on 2/19/2009 8:11:19 PM
Life is not fair. That much we know. But we have to believe in a better place, or there is no point in living. Be at peace. Ancient Hindu proverb: "God never gives you more than you can handle."

prayingwife09   prayingwife09 wrote
on 2/19/2009 6:44:03 PM
Yes, this is definitely a journal entry on life...thanks for sharing because I had no idea that it was this tough. See that is what makes you "Minnisha" because when you say you care, you "truely" care...

Trenchtownrock   Trenchtownrock wrote
on 2/19/2009 6:36:13 PM
Wonderful write my friend..thanks for sharing.

penname   penname wrote
on 2/19/2009 5:30:54 PM
like a journal entry on life. thanks for sharing.

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