It’s the small things I’ve taken for granted such as early morning texts and falling asleep on late night phone calls, and for that I’m sorry…

I have smothered you with non stop insulting texts and back to back phone calls, and for that I’m sorry…

I have brought the pain of past relationships into the one we have built only pushing you away, and for that I’m sorry…

Over and over again I have walked away from you after telling you I would never leave, and for that I’m sorry…

Until now, I have not really taken the time to stand in front of the mirror and look at the reflection staring back at me, and all I can say is I’m sorry…

Tears stream down my face because I am now embracing reality, due to my insecurities I may have already lost the man God made just for me, and for that I am so sorry…

This is bigger than me, because of my actions ,I have been stripped of the control given to me to nurture and nourish this companionship, and for that I am sorry…

I understand that I can not undo the damage that I have already done, and for that I’m sorry…

My prayer is that God uses this part of our lives regardless of the outcome to place each of us right where we need to be which in my heart I feel is together, but because of circumstance I know that may have changed and for that I’m sorry…