I can't take it anymore
I never thought my life would come to this.
I never thought that I could hate it so much.
I never thought I could end it myself.
And I never thought that I'd do that because of you.
I have walked by you every day in the halls.
I have smiled at you, talked to you, and stood up for you.
And what have you done for me?
Nothing.
I was your friend, Nathan.
I am your friend.
Can you believe that?
All the shit you've pulled on me?
All the lies you told me?
All the insults you threw at me?
That I could still be your friend?
Well I was.
I was because I loved you.
I know that sounds insane.
I know you hated me with every part of your heart.
But for some reason, I didn't care.
Until now.
I saw you today,
Walking past the store with your friends.
I said hello, as usual.
And you know what you did?
You grabbed me,
And told me to leave you alone.
Never talk to you again.
You've said this to me before.
But grabbing me?
Bruising my arms?
I finally saw the true hate in your eyes,
And I felt it.
It scared me,
Angered me,
And saddened me.
I can't take it anymore.
I can't live my life this way,
Loving you like I don't have a choice.
I hate it,
And I hate you.
So goodbye, Nathan Williams.
I'll see you in Hell.
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When you find something you love, it's not about how good you are at it, it's about how much you enjoy it
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Synopsis
I never thought my life would come to this.
A Word from the Writer
no, I'm not suicidal.
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