COOKED “CRACK” COCAINE
I woke up depressed one day
I decided I’d do some drugs
I had very low self-esteem
I had no self-love
That day lasted for
Two long years of my life and
Every single moment of it was
Filled with absolute strife
During one of those drug induced moments
I cried and then I made a very calm decision
I told myself to commit suicide
I got myself a bag of weed, a bottle of whiskey and
I bought some cooked - crack cocaine.
I told myself that I no longer wanted to live
I felt like I had totally gone insane
I awakened weeks later out of a coma
In the hospital psychiatric ward.
For me I know that it was only by the
Grace of our wonderful forgiving Lord!
That moment made me see
The error of my ways and
I’ve been drug-free now
Twelve years, six months and a few days
God made me realize that
My life was not mine to take
I implore you please listen to me
This is for your own sake!
Life as we know it doesn’t last very long
So each day that we’re allowed to breath
We’ve got to be strong
Strong enough to always have hope and
Strong enough to forever say “No” to dope!