I'm the one
I'm the one griefing the loss of his best friend who he can't believe is really gone.
I'm the one in the back of the bus blaring screamo to block out the voices.
I'm the one cracking jokes to hide his own insecurities.
I'm the one always wearing long sleeves. to hide his cuts that everyone already knows is there.
I'm the one hanging out with no one cause everyone hates him
I'm the one holding the joint to get away from his past.
I'm the one who drunk the whole bottle cause it felt good.
I'm the one crying himself to sleep cause of what you have done.
I'm the one who needs help but doesnt know how to get it.
I'm the one secertly cutting himself in school when no one notices.
I'm the one who acts like he is fine. When he is actually dying in the inside.
I'm the one who really needs someone to talk to understand. but can't trust anyone.
I'm the one who know one knows. and who will always be me.
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