I love her she likes me
Brunette and beautiful
She lights up my world
Yet I can't see her
Is she just a dream
She says im amazing perfect and brilliant
I don't believe her
I know im not special
Ive the words
"Get a life loser your nothing but a freak"
But she tells me im amazing
I smile again
The dull razer in my right hand
Makes me different
As i cut deep into my wrist letting the blood flow
Drip, Drip, Drip
The only sound I hear
Until my phone rings
with her message
"Hello dear :)"
I smile again
Talking to her makes me feel like a child again
Smiling and laughing
She lights up my world
Yet im still breaking down inside
Im nothing but a failure
My mind says
My heart thinks differently
If someone like her likes you then you must be pretty amazing
No. Im not
She only likes me she'll never love me
For the failure I am
Im nothing but a lie
She can only try to make me feel better
Yet im falling
Faster...Faster...Faster
Can't stop me now
Im already crazy
Faster...Faster...Faster
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