Have I ever
Have I ever told you
that if i sit real still and slient,
sometimes. I like to think
I can hear your heart beating
in time with mine?
Have I ever told you
that when i watch you speak to me
through lines and cords,
and bytes and ram,
I imagine
Your voice,
whispering into my ear?
Have I ever told you
that i wait out each day
in anticipation
wanting
only and hour or two
just a second in space and time
to feel close to you?
Have I ever told you
That there have been times
when i ached for you
ached for you so badly
that the emotions overwelmed me
and so i sat and cried?
Have i ever told you
that sometimes
I will reach out,
touching your name
on this cold screen before me
wishing
I could reach in
and pull you to me?
Have I ever told you
that after the first time I heard
the sound of your voice,
thousands of miles away,
I sat up all night,
turning the conversation over and over
in my mind,
examing it,
like some newly discovered species of flower
Have i ever told you
that i would give everything up,
for one night
to be able to lay near you,
to feel your chest rise and fall
with each breath you take,
just to know that you are real?
have I ever told you
that i dream of you often,
I dream of you reaching out
and touching my hand,
simply to let me know
that you are there
and everthing is okay?
have I ever told you,
have i still yet to tell you...
that i love you?
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