You Suck My Life Away
I took the wound, It created this hole, The cavernous cave, Inside of my soul.
It beckoned to me, It twisted my heart, I became the hole, From here I will start.
I ran to you for comfort, You ate me alive, While I felt pleasure, You raped my insides.
I counted on you, To set me at ease, And while you devoured me, I did what I please.
This codependency, Seems more parasitic, You suck away my life, And I think I live it,
You never eased my pain, You made comfortably me numb, I became your host, I became noone.
You never erased my problems, You only blinded me, So that those who I love, Stared at me resentfully.
I will live again, I am counting on those who care, You are dead to me, Because I won't let you be there.
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