Self Destruction (0102-2010)
Stare me down,
Tell me what I've done wrong.
Fucking up yet again.
My perfection is far off coarse.
Lost in yesterday's greed,
no concern for tomorrow's need.
Stranded.
Brought upon my self,
no one else can I blame.
My failure, my issue.
Helpless. Alone.
To change these patterns,
what will it take?
realization, acceptance,
maybe just a dream.
Shadows follow me,
In every step I take.
Scared, now blinded,
my mind full of smoke.
Clouded, ignorant I walk.
Self destruction, self motivation.
After all, there is no difference.