The Precious Gift

How did you do it? I was unaware of when this need

for you began. What kind of magic did you use? You

have become my drug, never having enough always

wanting more.  Why would you do this? When the

impossibilities are so great, and yet you have put a

spell on me so that it is only you who can fulfill my

desires and needs.  You have become a part of me I

can not let go and yet I know I must before I become

completley lost in you, but I fear it may already be too

late.  You saved me from myself and brought me back to

life when I did not wish to live but I have never told you

of the depth you have reached  For I have not allowed

any in as deep as you seem to be. I am very scared now.

I do not know what to do, if I tell you, will you use the

power you have over me against me one day or will

you hold it like precious crystal never to be broken

or destroyed.  I guess it matters not, it is too late and

I realized that all these feelings I have for you had been

buried so very deep within, that I had forgotten what

they were, it was love, funny thing I never thought to

open that one again and yet you have found the key

that had been thrown away many years ago.

I Give You My Heart

and I pray I chose the one I have been seeking the

one who deserves this fragile gift I give For it has

been so very long since it has been seen. Please

take care of it for it is all I have

written 5-6-09