I thought I knew you but alas, I was wrong again.
The words flowed out of you like silken threads but
became twisted and tied in the end, but just for awhile
I felt like someone cared and how my days felt like I
was floating on clouds, but then the storm came and
you were gone I have come to expect things like that
so the pain is not that great and I fall back into myself
promising never to walk that path again.

I look and see love all around and I begin to dream once more
of what it would be like to have someone who really cared until
reality hits me in the face once more and I realize that I shall
never find what I seek for if I do I shall run far away before I
am trapped once again

written 3/30/09