A Confession

I don’t know what to do!


I don’t know whether I should be happy or sad?


I love her more than life itself.


Though all I truly want is for her to be happy.


My own brother, my own fucking brother!


I guess I have to admit that I don’t love him enough to wish him the best.



I just want what he has, God I want her more than I’ve ever wanted anyone.


That’s no lie, no stretching of the truth.


I yearn for the simplest of touches, just the faint catching of her scent!


It’s obsessive, I know, but I have always been that way!


Could I hate him for being with her, hate him for my unrequited dream?


Every part of me finds it completely plausible!


I don’t want to hide any longer, I want to go in that room and tell her, “I’m in love with you!”


I’m just to terrified of losing her, of never seeing that beautiful face again!


I just want; I just need to cry, but the tears they just won’t come!


I just have to keep my counterfeit smile, and pretend to happy for them.


I hope, and I pray that one day I will not feel this way!


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