Once I Was a Young Man
I shift my focus now, and go back in time and place, to when I was a younger man and innocence had a face.
A time before I knew the things that I have come to know.
Like the summer days we swam together swinging off the tree ropes
dropping into the swirling water of the river that danced below.
Laughing joyfully for our lives were gentle then, even slow.
We would picnic in the forest as you held your hand in mine while
running through the trees we ran chasing one another for I was free to
be a man.
We lay upon the bank while the sun rays licked at the water as it ran
tickling down our backs, then gently we rolled over making love upon
the grass.
With time away for school it was learning that I sought. But alas I would come to stray.
It was then the DOD came knocking on my door one day holding out its
hand to me. I saw it as my duty and as a service to this land as they
offered me a promise to make of me a man.
After basic training I shipped out to a calm and verdant place. But
soon it turned into a hot and seething hell that place of rice paddies
and blazing heat.
There were mosquitoes as big as ping-pong balls and spiders that could
ring your bell, snakes of deadly venom and insects the size of rats.
The ARVN and the ANZAC stood side by side in that state that we called
hell and was here that we wrestled with the devil ‘til he fell. But
the bastard, he got up again and got us from behind.
With shells exploding everywhere and our buddies going down, there was
no place to get to safety, it was do or die as there were men whose
limbs were ripped apart, faces gone, some torn and shredded, some
beheaded with little to put back together to make them human once again.
For that mother fucker Charlie came planting landmines down our road.
Each mine would explode and kick us in the ass becoming just another
loss for us to carry home.
Today I lie a wake nights insomnia my friend, my sleeplessness a sign
that I am still on watch for all the others gone these many years.
Know this my brothers you will always live within my heart ever filling
me with tears as I go throughout my day.