What
does that word even mean? I'm not sure I don't even fit The description
anymore I've done a lot of awful things Of which I never meant to
do And quite frankly it scares me sometimes To look back on the things
that I've done I wonder why I even did them It totally shocks me That I
would do something so horrible Because that is so not my personality at
all Generally I am a sweet, loving and caring young man But I have come
across something Something on a whole new level Of which I do not
understand Normal is something that I strive to be Which is something I do
not possess in reality Maybe just maybe I'll accomplish this mission And
hopefully receive some recognition For my faith and dedication And for all
the medication That I have taken But only to satisfy those that surround
me Because I just want to make them happy So that I can take a little
weight off my shoulders Because the pressure is building And I am
willing To do anything to put an end to it Because I don't know how much
longer that I can go through it Normal is something that I strive to
achieve Now you tell me is that so hard to believe?
By Glenn
McCrary
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