Hurt & Pain

He looks me in my eyes and says

‘Baby, I love you.  I adore you. 

I know that I’ve hurt you and will never do it again.

I promise to make it up to you.’

I try to believe him

It’s hard

Trust is a really funny thing.

Once it’s broken,

It’s replaced by hurt.

            Hurt, from being lied to.

            Hurt, from being cheated on.

            Hurt, from knowing my feelings were so disregarded.

 

They say all hurt and pain fades with time.

No one ever tells you how much time it will take.

They never tell you that you’ll go through an emotional rollercoaster during that time.

They never tell you that you’ll second guess your decision to stay after the pain, time and time again.

They never tell you that the hurt can be so deep that it can take your breath away;

            that it’ll make you sick to the pit of your stomach;

            that it’ll hurt as much a month later as it did the day it was revealed.

They only say it fades with time.

 

After a year I’m still wondering

When will the hurt stop?


Comments:
 
SUKIE   SUKIE wrote
on 11/4/2009 9:48:21 PM
I guess...first, healing process definately needs some time(mine took me about terrible 6 months and another 6 months of mouring). Secondly I would suggest you to keep yourself busy and to spend time for personal enrichment. One day you will realized how far you came and will be able to let go. God bless you and he will protect you and give you strength at each step you take. I will be waiting here to read about your each step.

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