Wishes (Wish You Hadn't Asked Me That) (2011)

I wish you hadn't asked me that,

I wish you had thought otherwise.

Why, 

Why do you have to feel that way about me?

I wish you didn't, 

I truly do...

I wish you hadn't asked me that...

And I wish that my answer hadn't hurt you so...

I almost wish for your sake, 

That I were able to love you, 

I wish I had been able to lie to you, 

To tell you something, anything different from the truth...

Oh god, something other than that...

Because I knew, 

That you knew, 

Just who I was talking about...

Just like I knew what you were going to say,

Before you even said it...

I wish you hadn't...

...And I want to cry, truly I do...

I'm so sorry, I wish it wasn't so...

I'm so sorry, I wish I hadn't hurt you so...

It bothers me that I knew, 

I KNEW!!

And I still couldn't prevent it from happening!!

And up to now,

I hadn't regretted being in love with another, 

Up to now, I was happy, 

Because everything was going so well...

But now I've gone and hurt you, 

But believe me, you've hurt me too...

And...

I like him,

I might even love him...

It's not like my usual bouts of puppy love, 

But love him I do...

Even so, 

I'm sorry my friend, 

I'm sorry I hurt you, 

I can't feel sorry about loving him, 

I can't change the fact that it's him, 

And not you...

I wouldn't change my feelings to soothe yours,

Not for all the world...

Because I love him, 

Not you...

So I'm sorry, 

So sorry that I hurt you...

And I wish that you hadn't asked me that, 

I truly do,

But...

If wishes were fishes, 

Then there wouldn't be any room in the sea.

Right?


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Emo, angsty gothic love stories, mostly some kind of poetry. A passion I didn't know I had until I was about 21. Something that I have been doing mostly consistently ever since. My pen name is Belasrose, my online name is Caerid Lock.
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