To The Boy I Loved Once (2010)

To the boy that I loved,

You consumed my thoughts,

I can't say that I love you,

The same as I loved you once before,

But I can say that I still love you just the same...

You were the good influence that I desperatly needed,

And when you broke my heart,

I could only pray you never knew...

I forgave you even so...

To the boy I loved, all those years ago,

I could've told you it would end up that way,

And when you cried, I cried too; 

But not for the same reasons...

A hurt I like to think that I could've prevented,

But maybe we three were unstoppable, 

The pain of growing up,

-And the loss of innocence...

First love, and your first relationship are two different things,

But none of us ever believed it, 

Not until we learned it first hand...

A trial by fire;

And all we ever wanted was to find ourselves, 

Find true love...

But that's almost nonexistant

-When you're in high school...

And...

To the boy I loved throughout high school,

What I felt for you,

Still sends shivers down my spine;

One sided love, as usual,

Silently loving someone else,

Maybe nothing's changed, 

Maybe I'm the only one,

Who ever thinks back one those days,

Maybe it was ment to be;

But I don't regret my silence,

Not today, 

Not ever...

To the boy I still love,

Just not in the same way;

I want to thank you.


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Emo, angsty gothic love stories, mostly some kind of poetry. A passion I didn't know I had until I was about 21. Something that I have been doing mostly consistently ever since. My pen name is Belasrose, my online name is Caerid Lock.
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