Identity Crisis (2010)

Monsters in my head,

And under my bed,

Abuse me once more,

And watch over me when I sleep.

Simple things...

They are the tormentors of my dreams,

Torment me right into an 

Identity Crisis,

Don't know who I am anymore, 

I've lost myself somewhere along the way,

Don't know myself,

I'm loosing track of my days,

Everything's looking the same...

I just realized yesterday

That I was crying grey tears,

Too much makeup,

A mask, 

And a painted smile to hide behind...

Everything looks as it did yesterday,

Everything looks the same.

No time for an 

Identity Crisis,

I may have lost myself, 

But I don't want to loose you too....

That's what I tell myself,

It's helps me to sleep at night,

Used to that is, 

I'm not tired at night anymore,

Only during the day,

Always was a night person...

I'm loosing myself though, 

And when I do sleep,

I have terrible nightmares...

And the monsters in my head,

They whisper that this can only end badly...

But my soul urges my to go on,

Have hope,

I'm loosing myself,

Too much in my mind at once,

The monsters are crowding out my sanity,

Peace of mind...

And I really don't have the time

For an

Identity Crisis...


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Emo, angsty gothic love stories, mostly some kind of poetry. A passion I didn't know I had until I was about 21. Something that I have been doing mostly consistently ever since. My pen name is Belasrose, my online name is Caerid Lock.
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