I Cried For You Last Night... (2011)

I cried after we parted,

Not for me,

And not for my unrequited love for you,

No,

No...

I cried for you,

For the sorrow you bear,

For what you told me,

For knowing that I was right,

Perceptive beyond my years,

Beyond my experience,

But when I guessed at the reasons why you are jaded,

I was secretly hoping that I was wrong.

Oh god, but that's sad...

My heart hurts,

My mind grimaces...

When I think about the crosses you bear...

Is it selfish for me to love you?

Maybe you would be bad for me,

Because now,

All I want,

Lust and desire aside,

All I want is to see you happy...

All I want is to be near you,

I want to help you,

Heal you...

The world isn't all bad...

I'm sorry,

I'm sorry,

...So sorry...

You don't even know...

Oh god,

But I've cried such tears for you,

Because of you...

When you said you lost your fluff...

I didn't think that that was what you meant.

I figured that you were jaded, but not because of that...

Broken hearts,

Broken engagements...

I'd hoped it wasn't because of that...

When you said I was a child...

You were more right then you knew...

I'm sorry,

So sorry...

Please,

All I want is for you to be happy...

Please,

Just be happy,

Even if that means you move far away...

Please...

I care about you too much,

Respect you too much...

What I want,

What I feel when I think of you...

It doesn't matter.

All that matters is your happiness dear...


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Emo, angsty gothic love stories, mostly some kind of poetry. A passion I didn't know I had until I was about 21. Something that I have been doing mostly consistently ever since. My pen name is Belasrose, my online name is Caerid Lock.
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