All Set (2011)

I think I'm all set with being ignored,

I think that if it hurts this much,

To think of you,

To love you, then maybe I'm all set...

I'm thinking that maybe,

I shouldn't have told you that after all,

Because if I hadn't,

Then maybe you'd still be my friend.

And even though this hurts,

I think that I'm strong enough to say,

That I think I'm all set when it comes to you,

I think that I'm all set with being ignored...

And maybe dear, 

You'll get over it,

Like I'm getting over it,

Like I'm getting over you...

And when I told you I loved you,

-You said you wanted to be just friends,

And that's fine,

Just fine, 

But you should know,

That I told you that out of respect for you,

And then out of respect for your wishes,

I made the decision to fall out of love with you...

And really dear,

I think I'm all set...

Even so,

I have a limit too...

I really do want to be your friend,

But you have to give a little too,

You can't just decide to be someone's friend,

When it's only convenient for you...

Really, I think I'm all set.

All set when it comes to you,

All your quirks,

Your OCD,

All set with loving you...

I'm all set with you not telling me,

About that whole "Bi- thing",

Which I don't have a problem by the way,

But I don't like that a friend of yours told me,

That you haven't even bothered to tell me yourself...

And don't get me wrong, 

It's a part of you that I love nonetheless,

BUT OH MY GOD!!!

But it bugs me so much,

That you might be with him right now,

It bugs me 'cause you asked me about him,

And what did I do?

I went and gave him a glowing recommendation,

One that he probably didn't deserve...

But I said it anyway:

"Here, meet my awesome gay friend,

P.S. I love you,

Do you think you might love me too?"

I love you both,

But that doesn't make this hurt any less,

It's not going to stop me,

From feeling so damn jealous...

And I'm all set with being ignored,

Really, I'm fine...

It doesn't matter,

I just don't want to feel this way anymore.


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CaeridLock
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Emo, angsty gothic love stories, mostly some kind of poetry. A passion I didn't know I had until I was about 21. Something that I have been doing mostly consistently ever since. My pen name is Belasrose, my online name is Caerid Lock.
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