What If?

What if...

you felt any guilt?


What if...

it didn't hurt so much?


What if...

I didn't give a damn?


What if...

I didn't miss you?


What if...

I forgot why I loved you?


What if...

I could stop loving you?


What if...

What if you followed the same rules Idid?


What if...

You weren't looking for another thewhole time?


What if...

you meant it when you said “I Do?”


What if...

I did mean something to you?


What if...

you knew what love was?


What if...

I was more than a fucking game?


What if...

hell was enough to scare me?


What if...

I found a way to smile again?


What if...

I was afraid to die?


What if...

a broken heart could mend easily?


What if...

the blood didn't stain the walls?


What if...

I didn't fall apart when you left?


What if...

I wasn't your sick entertainment?


What if...

my replacement doesn't love you?


What if...

the games you played destroyed me?


What if...

I lied to you as much as you lied tome?


What if...

I could forget you?


What if...

could move on a quick as you did?


What if...

you never saw me again...?


What if...

my feelings deserved better?


What if...

I could pretend it didn't hurt?


What if...

I could smile as easily as you?


What if...

I didn't miss you?


What if...

I lied and said I never loved you?


What if...

pretend you were nothing to me?


What if...

I ever meant a fucking thing to anyone?


What if...

I was the only one who believed in you?


What if...

You made me look like an ass forbelieving


What if...

I hadn't fought for the little bit Idid get?


What if...

I had cheated on you over and over?


What if...

I had as little respect for you as youdid for me?


What if...

I could pretend like you can pretend?


What if...

I was as cold as you?


What if...

I never believed in you?


What if...

I laughed at you the way you laugh atme?


What if...

I said I still loved you?


What if...

What if it still hurt that you weregone?


What if...

What if I still believed in you?


What if...

marriage meant a fucking thing?


What if...

vows or commitment were real?


What if...

love was something you shouldn't fuckwith?


What if...

I could forget you?


What if...

the end did not bother me?


What if...

you never saw me again...?


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Synopsis
I wrote it out of the pain that was brought on by the betrayal of the love of my life.
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Published Date
5/31/2015 12:00:00 AM
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Unfaithful Adventures by Jason Daniel Kowalczyk
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