pick up lines

Hey how are you?

Fine thanks.

 

And in my head I say this

Today I felt so alone

My bones screaming

My structure

Wanting to cage in around....

 

Cold

pause

 

I got lost in the waves in my tea cup

And the red lining on the rim left from my lips

 Fact is I am just this;

A little girl who stopped growing

The way one does without proper care,

Love.

Stuck in this god damn femme fatale skin

Already thinking of how I can fuck

You up in a million ways before you even clear your

Throat

And the

Words come out of your mouth

How

Are

You?

 

Smile

Yes fine.

 

 

I feel so alone

Living among the ruins of my finger nails

Yes it is possible

To smile and frown at the same time

Just depends who decides to see what

and  how I am propped up,

Or  junked up

I am

 

And let’s talk about the weather

Well ok...

I can mange that

 

My mind just had

A lighting storm

Thunder rolls though my frame

And rattles my nerves

And between my thighs it called

For rain as

 I piss myself from fear

From a moment you would

Love to read about

 

Silence

 

for the post traumatic stress of asking a pretty

Girl

How are you

When she wanted just to be silent

Drink her tea

And write about

A year that has been far too tragic

a life that finally broke

Her spirit

and she is just trying to do everything

to heal ...

to be better for myself

so I can keep living

instead of this fucking rotting

and dying everyday

 

Come on ask something else?

 

Awwww you don’t want to take me out

For dinner now?

You don’t want to stay up at nights when i can’t sleep?

Or hold my hand when it trembles?

You don’t want to keep telling me every way you want to fuck me?

Well maybe that

But you

You don’t want you love me

So what’s the point

When that’s all I fucking need right now

At this moment

 

Calm...

 

And I embrace my notes closer and

Lines weave into my mind

Through my heart

And veins

And I compose something that

Resembles love

 

Drink my tea

And ask how you are?




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