Deep Within
I can’t keep carrying this pain
Oh how I dream of sweet suicide
There’s so much I hide and can’t let
people find
And I fall into myself
Trapped by my own lies
My tears flow behind my eyes
Too many scars too many stitches
Bound me to these never ending tattles
And fantasies I dream of
No harm done except to myself
I laid down the traps and caught my
own self
What a tragedy to tell the truth and
get punished
To not be understood as a compulsive
deceiver
Ah and sweet, sweet tears of blood
run down from my
Eyes and onto my heart which I’ve
laid out to bare
Only to be broken by love, which has
saved me
Cut off from my emotions I’m
careless and not carefree
Damn this life that I live and damn
the person
That created it.