I can’t keep carrying this pain

Oh how I dream of sweet suicide

There’s so much I hide and can’t let people find

And I fall into myself

Trapped by my own lies

My tears flow behind my eyes

Too many scars too many stitches

Bound me to these never ending tattles

And fantasies I dream of

No harm done except to myself

I laid down the traps and caught my own self

What a tragedy to tell the truth and get punished

To not be understood as a compulsive deceiver

Ah and sweet, sweet tears of blood run down from my

Eyes and onto my heart which I’ve laid out to bare

Only to be broken by love, which has saved me

Cut off from my emotions I’m careless and not carefree

Damn this life that I live and damn the person

That created it.